As I sit here in my hospital gown waiting to be taken down to theatre, it feels a very surreal experience and feeling that we are going to have another little bundle join our family.

I am saddened that I have not been able to try for a normal birth due to a low lying placenta but the safety of me and the little lady must come first.

Joel is also at the forefront of our minds. He will no longer be the centre of our attention and our lives and for that we can’t help feel a tad of guilt.However; on the other hand we have longed for him to have a sibling to share our family memories with, and distract from feeling in the shadow of Lucas.

From today, Joel will become a big brother and I already feel so proud as I know he will be amazing, and our little lady is lucky to have such an awesome brother. 

We really can’t wait to meet her and can’t stop wondering what she will look or be like. We can’t wait to hold her in our arms as she, as well as Joel, are our rainbow babies and we feel so lucky to have them. 

So, we’re gowned up and nearly there. Next on the list so update once the little lady is here. 

Lots of love always my dear angel.

Mummy

xxxx