Each day comes by with new pastures and challenges. Many conversations are still centred around you and how me and Daddy are coping. Daddy is back to work now and I occupy myself with lunch after lunch with girlfriends so although we are now in a different place to where we were a few months ago, it's still doesn't feel 'normal' in any way. I don't suppose it ever will as we had waited, and planned for you becoming part of the family for such a long time only for those plans to be shattered. 

Daddy has also been busy fitting sockets, making a shelf for the kitchen and sorting out a new fire place for the living room. You would be very proud of him, as I am.

Laura and Scoop who you never got to meet finally tied the knot last week. It was a lovely day and glad we got to share it with them. Sarah, Steve and Ruby will shortly be welcoming a new addition to their family. Can't wait to meet him! 

All these recent things make you realise that time moves on.....but memories will never lost. 

Miss you my cheeky monkey. 

Love you forever.
Big kisses and cuddles.
Lots of love,
Mummy xxxxx