It's snowing which makes us think of one thing...you.

It was snowing the day we believe you was conceived, the day we found out we were pregnant with you and the day after we laid you to rest. 

I always remember being about 7 years old gazing out the window wishing it to snow, then all of a sudden down came the snow. It was magical and has always felt quite symbolic to me. Oh, and it also snowed the day Daddy and I went looking for wedding venues!

I bet Chiltern looks beautiful covered in white. Like a picture postcard. Snow caught in the trees, blissfully covering the ground. 

I wish we could have stood in the snow together, snuggled up close and the felt the fluffy icicles on our faces. I closed my eyes and picture this thought...us standing together, you staring up at me with icicles landing gracefully on your delicate face. 

You will always with me. Always.

Big hugs and cuddles,
Mummy xxxx